.:: All of me just for Him ::.

I’m a Christian. I used to hide the fact that I am, believing that I’m not worthy enough to be called one. Mostly because I sin a lot – I can’t seem to stop myself from doing so; and I’m not proud of it. I also have a very low self-esteem, and I kept blaming myself for things that went wrong, I don’t trust people that much; everything just didn’t seem right. 5-6 years after I submitted myself to Him, I was not moving closer to Him as I was supposed to but was lost.

But when the future seems hopeless He pulled me back in the most awesome way I can ever imagine. It seems like a miracle on how He has planned it all the way and has in fact prepared me for that moment; that moment when I finally realised with my heart that He loves me, no matter how worthless I think I am, He is still there for me and that I am precious for Him no matter what I do.

So here I am now. I still fall sometimes, I am still as human as I was; but I know I am not worthless – for He has saved me, and He has pulled me back when I’m lost, and that He will love me always.

I’m proud to be His child.